2:30 a.m. - 08.15.2004
little travel shampoos
I'm all alone this weekend. It's kinda nice. I don't know why, but I just felt more motivated to get out of the house and be awake all day today. Must have been the exhiliration of freedom. Not that I hardly ever even see Jake when he's here, I don't get it. I guess it's just the idea that I'm alone. It makes me want to dance around and laugh a lot. Does that make me a bad person?
Sometimes I really do think I need my own special room where no one can go, where I can just close the door and be left alone and I know no one can bother me. But Jake doesn't even bother me. He just stays on his computer and plays video games and is nice to me. So I don't know why it's so cool to have the house all to myself. Oh well, it's nothing personal against him, I'm sure he feels the same way when I leave for a few days.
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I got this paper bag on my doorknob from a boy scout who's taking donations for stuff to put into care packages for deployed Air Force troops. He had a list of things you could donate, so I went to Wal-Mart and just bought everything: little travel shampoos and lotions, crossword puzzles, playing cards, etc. So I have a bag full of stuff. It's always really nice to get mail anywhere you are, but especially if you're in a shitty place far from home.
I also got some school supplies. God, the mass amount of people shopping in the notebook aisle was really pissing me off. Everyone buying school supplies for their little offsprings.
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Today was a good day, though.
